SentimentallyScared

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Honesty. by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Honesty.

Buffeted by the silent scream of my own disquiet, Tedium stirs in the pit of my stomach, Running his course through my veins, Weighing on my heart, consuming my mind. The binds that restrict me are my own, The freedom I yearn for is within myself, I am knocking at locked doors, Whilst holding all the keys. Unfamiliarity brings a chill I shy away from, Comforted by familiarity and illusory safety, I must force myself out into the cold, to grow, But I am weary, and hesitant to stand on my own.

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Release me by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Release me

Release me Release me Let me go Don't hold on to me anymore I must go away Away from this place You are holding me so tightly I cannot breath I cannot I cannot live like this anymore You must set me free If you don't I shall die Die in this place all alone Unloved by all You know it's the right thing to do You can feel it Or are you too week? Unable Unable to perform this task I ask of you? So now begging I plead to you One more time Release me… Let me go

please by SentimentallyScared, literature

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please

Please I implore you I kneel at your feet Please Reattach my wings Let me fly again Please let me fly away from this agony I must get away from this suffering Please Reattach my wings Let me fly again Please I have nothing left here I have served my purpose Please Reattach my wings Let me fly again Please Let me get away from this malicious world I must get away from these sadistic sights Please Reattach my wings Let me fly again Please …

Nobodies fool by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Nobodies fool

Through my newfound hatred I see you I see you for who you truly are Not for who I thought you were My love for you blinded me I saw you through false light But now I see you so very clearly The darkness from my eyes has been lifted I now see your black and rotting heart I see your cruelness You were going to let me believe in you weren't you? You were going to lead me round like a dog You were going to lead me on Bring me up then knock me down But I saw and realised I realised before you could hurt me I'm not so young and naive I'm not as foolish as you thought I was I am …… Nobodies fool

Cold by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Cold

Cold… To cold… I have cried my last for you For I can cry no more These tears I have wept have turned cold upon my cheek I shall bleed no more Blood ceases to escape out of my open wounds My crimson blood has frozen inside my slashed veins I shall look upon your face no longer My eyes have iced over inside their sockets Maybe I should be thankful After this I shall suffer no more After I depart from this excuse of a life I shall haunt you I shall keep my memory raw in your mind I shall reopen your healed wounds I shall relight your guilt Guilt shall consume you It shall rule your life It shall also end it

Change by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Change

She sat in the corner of the room Her head was rested upon her knees Tears trickled down her face This little girl carried the weight of many on her young shoulders She didn't tell anyone though She believed it was her burden Her test of strength She knew she had to do it alone She couldn't let anyone know how she suffered Although she wished others knew how she felt So they would go easy on her The depressing truth is they didn't The never would They would never feel her disillusionment and boundless pain Her mind was troubled and her heart broken Troubled by the problems of others and of her own Broken by many, most didn't e

Gone by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Gone

Don't try to save me I'm too far gone Can't you see? There's nothing left I may remain But my soul has lingered and gone I loathe this boundless pain This suffering This depression This torment of a life This endless session Yet all I can do is look back and smile I am glad for the life I've lived I may wish I hadn't ended it for a while For I know in my heart I was good and true But it's for the best I cherished the friends I knew Even though there were so few For now I must go I have said my last good byes I now know why they say time flies It has passed to quickly Run so fast I shall never forge

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Movement. by SentimentallyScared, literature

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Movement.

It's time to give yourself; to the sound again. Opinions are hard to exchange, when you've lost your voice. Pain is not eternal; it just appears to be, Isolation, is not always loneliness. And there is a movement underground, But we haven't been invited, Our souls go deep, but not deep enough, for a formal invitation, Our hearts hang too low in our chests to be heard. You talk of changing the world; you can't even change youself, You talk of tomorrow, ignoring today. Our days bleed into each other, I'll clean the wounds, sew them up, There's only so much you can lose. There's only so much I can take.

Movement.

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Favourite photographer: Xybre.
Favourite style of art: Dark, rough, sketchy, liberal.
Operating System: Logic.
MP3 player of choice: Ipod.
Skin of choice: Mine. Someone else's.

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SentimentallyScared

Jan 22, 2008

Moving on.

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SentimentallyScared

Dec 20, 2007

Laterish.

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I don't remember what or how much has changed from the last proper one of these, though it's been a while since I divulged any proper information. I feel as if writing these is a waste of time, as if DA in itself has become a waste of time. The people that matter know, and well the rest of you don't show much of an interest so why bother? Perhaps this shall be my final Journal. I might start a new account, start fresh and leave all this heavy past behind. I've not submitted anything I've done anyway. I was going to elaborate, I don't think I will now. Later. Maybe...  

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SentimentallyScared

Nov 18, 2007

Yoinked

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I can: be happy. I will: progress. I do: as I please. I try: not to slip. I won't: regress. I don't: regret. I eat: very little. I live: to exist. I can't: hide. I hate: soul sickness. I think: too much, not enough. I protect: myself. I love: experiencing. I dream: about tomorrow. I wish: I knew everything. I like: him, lots. I have: modeled nude. :dohtwo: I learn: through living. I sing: loudly. I touch: myself, at every given opportunity. I listen: to loud music. I dance: without restraint. I scream: :shrug: I feel: the keys. I hide: nothing. I always: think twice. I yearn: for something greater. I la