Dear diary

Dear diary
I saw myself today
I have finally realised
What I lack
What I need more that anything on this earth
If I had one wish
I’d wish for this
I would give my life
For one day
One glorious day
To know what if feels like
To be cherished
To be wanted
To know that I have someone
Someone I can talk to when I feel as if I can’t talk to anyone else
Someone that will wipe the tears from my eyes
Someone who knows how I feel without having to ask
Someone that will fix my broken heart
Someone I can turn to when there’s nobody left and when nobody wants to know
Someone that loves me for who I am
Someone that will always be there for me
Someone who will catch me when I fall
Someone who no matter how depressed I am
Will be able to bring a smile to my lips and warmth to my heart  
Someone that knows me better than I know myself
Someone that knows every thing I’ve done and been through
Someone that I don’t have to hide my true self from
Someone that will push me on
Someone that will give me a reason to live again
Someone that I can hold close to myself
And for me to be the same to that person to them  
But I know
This will never happen
I know that I will try but in the process I will get hurt again
Again I will have my heart broken
Again some one will take advantage of me
Again they will leave me lying on the ground for dead
I know I will never find that person
For there is no one like this
If you beg to differ
Please tell me otherwise
If you know where this person lives
Please
Tell me